unreal

Trying to smile, when everything goes wrong.

It hurts inside, but I have to stop crying, it's not the solution.

Wondering if you were me in this moment, would you want me beside you? would you need me like I need you now?

That hurts really bad, 'cause I know the answer is no.

'Cause you're so distant now, in a different reality, and our past is just a story I heard sometime, somewhere. So unreal.